twitter is making me highkey so miserable lately. i go through cycles where i feel like i belong here and cycles where i don’t and this is unfortunately one of the latter. idk what the point of this is other than to say i’m still here, just quiet, and trying to keep on writing

but this is the unfortunate side of fandom, you’re always going to compare yourself to others and find yourself lacking, whether in talent or personality or something else. i guess i’ve just been bit by the insecurity bug pretty bad recently. i’ll get over it soon (i better https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙃" title="Upside-down face" aria-label="Emoji: Upside-down face">)

i’m sorry i can’t respond to everyone on this thread. suffice it to say i appreciate y’all and i’m in a better place already.

also, since a lot of you said you felt the same re: feeling left out, discouraged, like you don’t belong, etc...my inbox is always open if you need it https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="♥️" title="Heart suit" aria-label="Emoji: Heart suit">