okay uh I haven't been too active today and might be kind of inactive in the future and I feel like I owe an explanation for that. Today one of the people (my Grandma) I live with needed to go to the emergency room and was admitted to the hospital a few minutes ago. She is the

primary caretaker of my younger siblings but obviously she isn't right now. This kind of leaves the rest of us (my Grandpa, my Mom who's out of jail now, and me) to try and balance the childcare responsibilities. However, my Grandpa has never really been involved with childcare

and my Mom keeps coming (this isn't even her house) and going without much comment and just isn't the best parent anyway. So naturally that leaves me. They're both trying of course but I feel like I am and I will be pulling a lot of weight around the house and with the kids.

There is a good possibility this won't impact my online presence but since I really really don't want my family finding out about my Twitter and my private time is now limited. I just really want to apologize if this effects (affects?) anyone. I'm super sorry, especially to my

new mutuals, for posting this long and serious thread and making statements that I'm not 100% sure of. Like I said, there's a good chance this wont effect my social media presence but it also could. Also I'm sorry that this thread is kind of unorganized but while typing she

called. She's talking normally which was a lot better than before but she still isn't back and she still hasn't been diagnosed. So yeah if I'm not very active that's why. I will probably be able to respond to DMs if you need me though!