Rant time.

Most of quarantine time had me desperately looking for distractions to add meaning to my gradually getting meaningless life.

I started obsessing over songs, shows, sports or anything at all because I felt hollow inside each passing moment.
Not the first time I& #39;ve felt this.

In my gap here I went through similar routine phase. All my days were same. Wake up, have breakfast, 6 hours of tuition, do my homework, cry myself to sleep.

It gets so bad that I can& #39;t distinguish between days, weeks and so on
It sucks out motivation to do anything at all.

At this moment everything feels the same to me. I can& #39;t distinguish properly within my friends with strangers. As in my priority is same w everyone.

I get exhausted so quick and feel restless at the same time.
I just want to say. I& #39;m tired. I& #39;m tired of trying to force myself to listen to new song, watch a movie, read a book, do something productive.

I& #39;m sick of it. And the worse part is I don& #39;t know what to feel. Sad? Angry? Frustrated? I& #39;ve no idea.
I know it will get better. But it& #39;s not about tomorrow or yesterday. It& #39;s about today. I& #39;ve no idea what to do with my own confused state of mind at this moment.

I feel helpless because I don& #39;t even know what exactly I& #39;m fighting at this point.
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