ok

so what if i am actually alone in this universe

sorry to my friends i just saw someone casually post a status asking if anyone wants to get food & chill their crib and it gave me a full on crisis

every time i see people WITH people i just get so....

i get so like "omg theyre insane im alone i gotta survive this hostile hellscape" lmao

ive never known this kind of dysphoria

this like when niggas used to fight for no reason at 14 & just get madder and madder and i would be watching them like "if humans are like this i am alone" idk how to word the feeling

like how violence a disease* &this a disease but brains

like really i was watching SHANE on the WALKING DEAD a couple months ago like he was a metaphor still

now i'm just like wow. i would be willing 2 NEGAN if this is how you all behave. yall are irrational. prideful. gluttonous. manipulative. absolutely dangerous. & have OFFSPRING

i guess my faith is in reliable relations & that'll never change

nintendo = utopia

this thread is all re: the current pandemic, to be clear