I have news that could be really bad or really great depending on the outcome.

I couldn’t relax today after being called by my doctor, so I called him back. He shocked me with something that I think will be the biggest decision in my life. It turns out that basically (1/...)

found a matching lung to be transplanted. That’s why I need to be tested on June 7th. As good as it seems, this operation has 50-70% success rate. The operation will be done on June 17th if the tests prove to be good and I’m qualified to have a 5 years survival chance. (2/...)

Which sadly means no TLOU2 for me. I guess it wasn’t meant to be-Sigh.I wish there was a way I could get the game before June 17th, but I know this won’t happen which is making me sad. Anyway, if I say yes, I’d have an extra 5 years if successful or might just die fighting(3/...)

If I say no, I live my rest of my year at best life in peace knowing I can pass away at any time my lungs collapse again. That’s why this hard. I can’t even emphasize how hard this is to me. But I remained strong and I’m too stubborn to submit to this thing that wants to (4/...)

take everything from me. I will fight it with everything I’ve got. I refuse to just roll around and die. Guys, I’m really crying while I write this. I’m gonna do the transplant even though I won’t get to experience the last joy I wanted from this life, TLOU2. In the next (5/...)

tweets, I’m gonna dedicate them to some amazing people I followed on Twitter. I want you all to forgive me if I ever been an asshole to anybody. I hope you guys get to have all the happiness you can get and don’t waste the life you have left being sad and miserable. (6/...)

@KodyDotson Kody you’re one of my first people to have followed. You were the first to DM me and sympathize with me. I love you man. Even if I hadn’t really met you in person. I know in my deep heart that you are one cool of a guy. I wish I’ve known you before and longer.(7/..)

@johnnyjl96 The only and coolest Johnny I’ve known. I still remember your reaction when I first mentioned my condition. It touched my heart and raised my faith in people. You’re really one of a kind. And yeah, Batman is my cooled superhero too.

@TajaeMoment Tajae, I really need you to promise me something. After you finish your studies, be the future of ND’s PR or at least try to be that. You’re one hell of a cool guy. You’re my no.1 go to guy when it comes to TLOU2 vids. I hope you achieve all of your goals. (9/...)

@pitxecu One of the cool guys I met here. I enjoyed our conversations about TLOU2. A passionate gamer who had great insight. I thank you for the wonderful time I had chatting with you. (10/...)

@JustinMarion8
The best RE fan I’ve met here. I’m sure by the little time I’ve followed you that you are one of the coolest guys on earth. You better play every horror game coming next gen for me. Thanks for being great. (11/...)

@Daniel260913 One of the most humble and great guys I met in my short time here. Dude, you’re awesome and you really don’t know how much awesome you are. (12/...)

@BlackwoodzLP One of the best guys when you’re searching for gaming news. Your vids are really enjoyable. I never subscribed to any gaming channels other than you and @TajaeMoment and this says alot about how much I like your channels. (13/...)

@Neil_Druckmann The great Neil Druckmann. You made my best and most played game last gen. Thanks for being a great director and for foghting for what you believe in. Hope TLOU2 be the best rated game of all time. Continue spraying the gaming world with such creativity.(14/...)

@HIDEO_KOJIMA_EN The first and best game director I’ve known in my life. I was really sad of how it turned out with Konami. You’re inspiring, cool and a great teacher to me. Thanks, Kojima-san. Thanks for all the memories I had when playing MGS. (14/...)

@Naughty_Dog The master of storytelling and the flawless studio that will never seize to amaze. You are awesome no matter what! Continue to make gaming and life better! (15/...)

@kurtmargenau @BadData_ I know in my guts that you two are thd most underrated game developers I know. People will praise your names in the coming and they don’t even know it. I can you both making something cool that will keep people in awe for years to come. (16/...)

@TroyBakerVA @nolan_north As a fan of both of you, I love you guys. Troy you’re an awesome guy and a good friend telling by your friendship with the cool Nathan Drake. please guys, if there’s anything going on between you two, don’t let anything ruin it. Life is too short(16/...)

@DavidBHayter The first VA I’ve ever known his name. You will always be THE Snake for me. Your voice still haunts my thought as the best game character I’ve known. Thanks for being as awesome as you are. I hope you to return as Snake. (17/...)

In conclusion, this one is dedicated to anyone who have sympathized with me. I hope you all get to live a long happy prosperous life. Enjoy life for me! You are all breathtaking and awesome! (19/19)