when we die. we r valued by not our words. but by our actions. the action to feel guilt. the action to apologize. the action to pray for the other person. the action to invalidate trauma to make u look good. the action to sinfully be petty.

God forgives. that is all i need.

i never asked anything to be taken down, i didn't even know about the thread, i used the particular message because it stuck out to me, a bit of her real self shined through while talking to me here's the full message because i dont take things out of context to make ppl look bad

i do not seek validation, i seek forgiveness from 1 person, one person who i ask if i hurt. 1 person whom i opened my spiritual self to. & if i am not forgiven, i do not blame. i just pray to God that they will one day find light in the dark the way i did. forgiveness is powerful

to take a traumatic family situation and for the thought to even cross your mind that it was a lie, to manipulate, to invalidate, is a sin on its own. its disgusting. but i forgive. because that's what God would do. i pray for God to give them their forgiveness as well.

whatever pain i have caused if i did cause any, i pray that it is taken & dealt to me, that i am the one that feels the pain, three times fold in my heart. i pray that my sacrifice is taken & spares the pain of others. that you all walk in light, and i deal with the dark for you.

what i said was out of fear and panic. no my mind was not right atm. i had gone through traumatic family issues regarding ppl finding locations through the internet in intent of harm. of course my mind was not right. i was in a state of hysteria.u are not human if u dont feel it.

i dont understand how ppl can take something that's on HARRY POTTER STAN TWT so seriously. it was meant as a harmless joke. i was simply poking fun that ppl were making such a big deal out of a fictional house. sad to say that they took it so seriously & repeated for my address.

here is the first message is sent just today, the first one on this thread was second after i sent this

simply me explaining yet owning up to my actions and talking about God but trying to talk to them after calling me a manipulator when i didnt even know who they were?

in the end i just want to say that this all started from jokes.

i was joking around and got taken too seriously.

after that i felt threatened and went into a state of hysteria.

my words were "if you come near me." not "i will find you."

the key words of self defense.