wild how I& #39;m almost certain everything I& #39;m feeling strongly abt rn will probably stay with me for the rest of my life but probs not how I imagine it will. and half of what ppl I know in their mid 20s+ are starting to go through now, I went through ages ago. I& #39;m still ONLY 21

That doesn& #39;t mean I& #39;m still not going through those things or haven& #39;t still got things to go through that a lot of ppl went through when they were younger than I am now. idk but I know how I feel about life and I know that I& #39;m cool with my feelings about life changing. I& #39;m fine

plus I forget that I& #39;m allowed to fuck up. I know I& #39;m allowed to feel shit and have bad days and not be able to do what& #39;s expected of me but as soon as another person is involved I freeze up and every single one of my actions suddenly become THE most important thing

idk but for the most part I& #39;m a pretty good person with good intentions. It& #39;s probs v are that I& #39;ll say or do something & #39;harmful& #39; to others but I guess I forget its okay for that to happen. I have never had to forgive anyone I love for making me feel bad, I& #39;ve always understood

ALSO FRIENDS! I have a journal for this shit. But I& #39;m running on 2000+ words a day of interpreting the world and my experiences but I& #39;m worried I& #39;m turning into a fucking philosopher. I don& #39;t care who reads this but twitter rly helps me with learning tone actually

I know what I& #39;m happy to share with who but I haven& #39;t quite yet figured out how to tailor what I& #39;m sharing with in a way I want to share it with based on who I& #39;m sharing it with. Thats so exciting (I& #39;ve just used this thread to process this, didn& #39;t know it until a minute ago)