wild how I'm almost certain everything I'm feeling strongly abt rn will probably stay with me for the rest of my life but probs not how I imagine it will. and half of what ppl I know in their mid 20s+ are starting to go through now, I went through ages ago. I'm still ONLY 21

That doesn't mean I'm still not going through those things or haven't still got things to go through that a lot of ppl went through when they were younger than I am now. idk but I know how I feel about life and I know that I'm cool with my feelings about life changing. I'm fine

plus I forget that I'm allowed to fuck up. I know I'm allowed to feel shit and have bad days and not be able to do what's expected of me but as soon as another person is involved I freeze up and every single one of my actions suddenly become THE most important thing

idk but for the most part I'm a pretty good person with good intentions. It's probs v are that I'll say or do something 'harmful' to others but I guess I forget its okay for that to happen. I have never had to forgive anyone I love for making me feel bad, I've always understood

ALSO FRIENDS! I have a journal for this shit. But I'm running on 2000+ words a day of interpreting the world and my experiences but I'm worried I'm turning into a fucking philosopher. I don't care who reads this but twitter rly helps me with learning tone actually

I know what I'm happy to share with who but I haven't quite yet figured out how to tailor what I'm sharing with in a way I want to share it with based on who I'm sharing it with. Thats so exciting (I've just used this thread to process this, didn't know it until a minute ago)