I don't know if this is wrong. Because someone else is telling me that it's wrong But I feel this so let me just like, try my best not to let this happen again We weren't necessarily put in the best position to make the best decisions You can't be hard on yourself for these + https://twitter.com/secutebeliebz/status/1264826440870068224

+ were the cards that you were given
So you have to understand that these like. That's not who you are
You know you're trying to be the best you can be. But that's all you can do
If you don't give it all you got, you're only cheating yourself +

+ Give it all you got. But if it ends up happening, it ends up happening That's what it's that's what's happening with me It's like, God I'm giving it all I got. Sometimes I'm weak and I'm gonna do it. And it's like I'm not giving myself grace...

im just like understanding, that’s just how it is ...