"What do you want to be in the future? Do you have any dreams?"

I somehow relate to Lyla and Pete in Who Are You, because I as well don& #39;t know what I want in life. I& #39;m envious with other people who had plan their lives ahead, like they already have direct path to walk on to.

While me, I feel like I& #39;m in a dark place without a flashlight, not knowing what& #39;s ahead of me. It sucks because one more year and I& #39;ll be going to college but still don& #39;t know what course to take. The problem with me is I don& #39;t have a passion or skills that I can based my

decisions. If I was just good with arts I would just pick fine arts or if I was good with math, engineering would be my choice. Also I have this constant reminder by my parents that maybe law school would be a good path to take on, but no. I don& #39;t have the eagerness to pursue

becoming a lawyer, I don& #39;t have that strong feeling, it just doesn& #39;t feel right. So much expectations is around me but what they don& #39;t know is I& #39;m just an ordinary girl who wants a nice job that could provide my needs and wants, travel the world and payback my parents

and also meet my idols too. While watching those scenes I got slightly scared and panicked so that& #39;s why I typed this thread to ease my feelings. Hope you all doing fine.