"What do you want to be in the future? Do you have any dreams?"

I somehow relate to Lyla and Pete in Who Are You, because I as well don't know what I want in life. I'm envious with other people who had plan their lives ahead, like they already have direct path to walk on to.

While me, I feel like I'm in a dark place without a flashlight, not knowing what's ahead of me. It sucks because one more year and I'll be going to college but still don't know what course to take. The problem with me is I don't have a passion or skills that I can based my

decisions. If I was just good with arts I would just pick fine arts or if I was good with math, engineering would be my choice. Also I have this constant reminder by my parents that maybe law school would be a good path to take on, but no. I don't have the eagerness to pursue

becoming a lawyer, I don't have that strong feeling, it just doesn't feel right. So much expectations is around me but what they don't know is I'm just an ordinary girl who wants a nice job that could provide my needs and wants, travel the world and payback my parents

and also meet my idols too. While watching those scenes I got slightly scared and panicked so that's why I typed this thread to ease my feelings. Hope you all doing fine.