I'd love to leave.

I'm 23.

I thought I'd have my own place by 21.

I sometimes think my mom sabotaged my scholarships so I couldn't move out of state.

She ruined my credit by confiscating my credit card and blamed me for not paying it when I didn't know she was using it.

I was using the card to slowly build my credit and she literally fucked that whole thing over and sent me in the opposite direction.

Like...

I would love to leave.

Really.

I just don't have the funds and especially during the virus, I cant see myself finding a good job.