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After 5 months of my break up, I realized that moving on is not as easy as everybody makes it seem. You can do everything to forget someone but memories don’t leave so easily. You have to go through so many mood swings. Sometimes you feel you’ve moved on and at the same time-
You can feel the pain in your heart that it’s all about yesterday. Even after trying so hard, you don’t stop missing them. You miss them in each and every moment. You hide the truth from your friends that you can still feel the same. You might hate them because hearts know that-
How much you loved them. You can feel them in songs, movies and everywhere. You want to talk to them and want to smile like before. You tell the whole world that you are silent and numb. You tell yourself that you are not into them and you are in love with yourself-
Then why do you see them in your dreams? Why does every face reminds you of them? Why do you suddenly start to cry? Because the truth is you are only learning to live without them and that’s what we call moving on. When you know that being with them is not the right thing-
And also unloving them is something impossible then it’s hurts you deep. Truth is that it’s only solution and healing. Fighting with your own thoughts and reminding your mind that reasons of why they serve you no good. Life goes on like this. Time passes by and you learn to live-
With your loneliness. You soon realize that peace is not in any person or relationship, it was always inside you but you wasted your time trying to find that in the same place where you lost it at. Trust the process of healing. It is a time taken process and depends on your-
Acceptance power, but don’t lie to yourself. Allow yourself to feel how you feel. Accept it and be thankful that God gave you an opportunity to experience that because it showed you what you do and don’t want when you get into a new relationship. It is the sign that you need to-
Forgive them and yourself for things you’ve done in the past that you weren’t proud of. Release your past self and fight for your healing. Be your biggest cheerleader and support system. I don’t know who needs to hear this but you got this and you gone come out on the other-
Side of this victorious and abundant. Bless up 
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart"> and just be gentle with yourself through the process.
