It’s 1am and I’m wide awake. You know how when you try to sleep but after a certain point of the night your mind goes into autopilot and just won’t stop? That’s me right now.

Especially with the drama I was involved in a short while ago. I’ll never regret standing up for my-

friends, cause that’s just who am I but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t feel like I was just left on the back burner after all was said and done. It’s whatever, I just hope the people affected get time to heal.

In other news. I adore Ace so much. Like. I get butterflies just-

by talking to her sometimes and it’s a weird experience. Its not something I’ve felt before and it makes me wanna just put all the effort I can into our relationship. I don’t mean that as in I’m forcing anything. I’m always gonna be unapologetically me. Especially when-

communicating my limits. I dunno. I’m just extremely lucky that I get to be with her and I’ll never take it for granted.

Lastly. The end of last year into the beginning of this year was probably the second toughest patch of my life. All I wanted to in January was-

just let myself fall apart but here I am today, 4 almost 5 months later, stronger than I have been in the past couple years. I’ve learned a lot since I snapped back to reality 10 years ago and I’m almost at a point where the world shines the same way as back then. I’m getting-

happier as the days go by and I really couldn’t be accomplishing all this without any of you guys. Thank you for putting up with my bad moments, insecurities and lame dad jokes. I’m a perfectly imperfect hyperactive crackhead and I hope you’ll continue to love me back.