ok mates, this is gonna be yet ANOTHER thread so bear with me ok??
today, 26 may 2020 marks exactly one year since i had my heart transplant. leading up to the transplant, i wasn& #39;t sure i was gonna even get it even though i was at the top of the list. or in like the top 3 or something. i was having trouble with a bunch of self harm and whatnot--
you& #39;re not exactly allowed to receive a new organ that& #39;ll save your life if you& #39;re already trying to end it, ya feel? anyways, the days leading up to the eval, i was really nervous. i wasn& #39;t gonna be able to live without it, really. i ended up passing the eval anyway and--
was getting prepped for the surgery (the person who& #39;s heart i was getting, had died in a really bad bike accident and the doctors were doing a harvest donation. google it.) when my dad came up to me and said everything& #39;d be okay. that i& #39;d be fine. i didn& #39;t believe him.
not even sure if he believed himself. i went under, and when it was done and whatnot, it took longer for me to wake up than the doctors would have liked and/ or anticipated. when i finally woke up, the anesthesia kinda sorta fucked with my brain and i had some amnesia.
once a few days passed, i started to remember things better and was watched for a few more days then released from the hospital. it isn& #39;t allowed to be known who donated their organs to you if that person had died. you have to wait at least a year before you can request it.
the man who died in the bike accident, was actually a friend of my grandparents. who live in nz where i& #39;m staying for a while. he was doing an absurd thing trying to bike down the entire west coast of australia but something happened and he got into a quarrel with an ute.
anywho, i jut got the call to find all of this out. my grandparents and i may have our differences on quite literally everything, but if it weren& #39;t for their friend tryna do something crazy, there would be nobody they& #39;d be able to have these stupid ass arguments with.
i guess what i& #39;m trying to say is, i actually don& #39;t know wat i& #39;m trying to say. but without the death of their mate, their grandson wouldn& #39;t be alive.
that& #39;s all i think. love y& #39;all. sorry if this thread seemed to be going in eleventy million different places. i can& #39;t wrap my
that& #39;s all i think. love y& #39;all. sorry if this thread seemed to be going in eleventy million different places. i can& #39;t wrap my
head around it.
spread love and positivity.
that& #39;s what the poll was about for those of you wondering ;)
"For I will restore Health to you and heal you of your wounds" - Jeremiah 30:17
spread love and positivity.
that& #39;s what the poll was about for those of you wondering ;)
"For I will restore Health to you and heal you of your wounds" - Jeremiah 30:17