im gona have a gender crisis which is good bc its better than going nutscrazy over no jobs

controversial but how to not feel that the vast and broad expanse of nonbinary is difficult to parse (which is ig the point) when the subejctive experiences described dont sound unique particularly to nonbinary individuals as a class

and its american nature is also not appealing to me, but also i do not particularly feel so estranged from my """""sex""""" that im willing to cop the health risks of going back on T and swallowing the male bullet

plus "being a man" is unethical if it's not a life-or-death thing. anywho. also man and woman as categories make little to no sense anyway.

ik the obvious sol'n here is to just do what appeals to me personally as an individual and not try and "figure out what it means" but im too lazy for anything other than passive womanhood but im also way too bad at actively identifying as a woman

which is what womanhood seems to require from me these days, even from the gender-critty detrans folks. sorry if this thread has caused bad feels in any of yall im probably wrong in ninety ways till sunday. anywho i need to take my laundry back upstairs

if you actively identify as NB can u DM me and like, explain that to me, because i guess i need to accept that that's what i """am""" but i dont get it at all