So I& #39;ve basically been having lady problems for the entire last month and it& #39;s seriously put me out of sorts. S*icidal thoughts, actually saying I& #39;m going to (not to anyone). Maybe I need to stop this birth control, but I& #39;m going to get help. I& #39;m talking to my social worker tmrw.

I feel lonely and like I really have no one. I know this logically to be untrue but I feel I annoy everyone around me. I feel like I& #39;m expendable and not worth much atm. I feel like I& #39;m not loveable. I might end up deleting this thread later because "you dumb bitch no one cares."

It& #39;s hard and it& #39;s getting bad.