Just came back to watch anime (haven& #39;t been watching anything for months) and it kinda depresses me since I have none of those amazing things in anime

I mean yes I know it isn& #39;t real. I only watch those school/casual themed animes, and it makes me regret my every decision that stopped me from being happy and loved

and those couple/pairs mostly. because of my lack of communicating skills and anxiety I can& #39;t have great relationship with anyone (even as a friend)

I shouldn& #39;t be jealous about anime since they& #39;re just our imagination, but those kinda relationship really do happen IRL and it& #39;s not really rare.

I just hate that I can& #39;t be what I wanted to become and can& #39;t move on.