imma put this out there because i feel that i have to, currently i’ve been mentally struggling. since the lockdown even started i felt alone, like i didn’t have anyone who cared for me because it seemed like everyone i cared for i pushed away and they left. p1

it’s why hana’s death felt so close to home for me because i knew how she felt, i know how it feels like to feel alone and have that doubt in yourself and to have others telling you such horrible negative things. because it happened to me, and it happens to so many others too, p2

and it’s why i want to try my hardest to make sure this doesn’t happen again, to make sure that nobody else has to feel what hana felt, because it feels so incredibly terrible. i’m glad i now have people around me to help and guide me, but some don’t and i think p3

i think that we should all try to be that person for someone, that person who helps and cares about what you’re feeling and makes sure that you’re okay and that u never feel alone or feel like you’re not good enough because you are. we all are.

now ik this thread might not make sense or the wording is weird but i just wrote from feeling and i just wrote it on the spot. it’s something i’m passionate about and to me it makes sense, so i hope it does to others. i might have jumped from topic to topic so i’m sorry for that