yoongi and “sweet night” just helped me figure out what my next steps in life will be considering all that is going on

staring at this view while sweet night plays and yoongis words go around in my head

I’m going to take online classes to be a art director. I’d also love to take art classes eventually and minor in communications. then I’d like to pick back up on my Chinese classes and start korean as well. I took Chinese for 4 years and I miss it so much.

considering the pandemic, I can’t go take classes so I just want to paint here at home. I need to get supplies though and I don’t know where to start. like what paint? what paper? what are good brushes? etc, etc.

I also need to start journaling at least once every two days. and continue to do yoga at least twice a week. either by myself or with my instructor online.

I want to play the flute again too, I used to but fell out of it. maybe the violin too. I took a week class learning how to play it, it was just a little summer thing but I loved it so much.

anyway yeah, I love what yoongi said in the song “people”. he gets it. “what if I just pass by?” can’t I just pass by? obviously I don’t want my life to be meaningless but right now I just want to just be a float on by. this is probably the stuff I should be journaling lol

eh I’ll just save this thread and write it in my journal later. oh also I literally want to keep planting things. Like, it makes me so happy. I’m growing flowers right now and they’re starting to sprout!!!!

also I want to do dance classes on steezy I keep paying for the month thing but haven’t used it except once, and andddddddddd I saw this thing on tik tok it’s like a camera magnifier? You put it on your phone camera and it blows things up really big and close and I’d love to

take closer pics of my plants and pretty things I see while out. okay I’m done lol I just needed to write this out quickly before I forgot I had this revelation.

anyway yes I love yoongi and tae for the musical background inspiration (on repeat) and yes I’ve figured out my next plan in my life hehe :)