I’m really tired of feeling like people I thought were friends have forgotten I exist since moving home. I get that it’s hard to keep in touch, but it really hurts when there’s pretty much no effort, and you barely get a response when you try to keep in touch

I know I’m boring, and probably draining to be around, and I really should have taken the hint when hardly anyone even remembered my birthday (which I know sounds super childish but that really hurt), but it really really hurts to be scrolling through Instagram and seeing friends

Doing group zoom calls and things like that, nominating each other for things, generally trying to stay in touch and being painfully aware that I wasn’t worth the effort months ago and I’m not now either.

I know I’ll regret this thread once I’m less tired and upset, but honestly right now I’m hurt and angry