i& #39;m re-emerging after several days of silence to say: having feelings about neil and demisexuality esp bc i& #39;m demi and i. don& #39;t know how to put them into words but it& #39;s basically like flashing lights in my brain and being so damn happy that neil can have that trust with someone

i had more and i just accidentally deleted it goddamnit

OKAY I& #39;M GONNA TRY AGAIN it& #39;s the fact that he can be vulnerable with and trust andrew so much with sex and feelings and seeing a demi person have that makes me indescribably happy because i WANT that some day and it gives me hope of having that type of relationship with someone

ESPECIALLY bc i identify SO much with neil& #39;s feelings about sex before andrew and the idea of having such a huge amount of trust in someone is just. god.

not to be emo on main. but i& #39;m just so,,,, neil has THE fuckin relationship. he scored so hard

been trying to express the thoughts in this thread for over a WEEK jfc