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you know how when you get older your perspective changes and you realize things that didn& #39;t cross your mind before?
lately i& #39;ve been thinking about stuff and one of my relationships was very very toxic and the person was obsessed and possessive, and now that i think about the age gap (i was 15 and the person was 18) it& #39;s making me feel so uncomfortable and exploited
that person told me that they liked me way before we started dating that just makes it a hundred times worse
i will not go all the way and exaggerate this and call it something it& #39;s not, but it was really wrong and unacceptable
thinking about how i was very vulnerable going through my worst times and my family was falling apart and that person (who was my best friend at the time) made me very dependent on them to feel better and kinda dragged me into the relationship and i accepted it bc
i couldn& #39;t lose the one thing that kept me going
the relationship as i said was very toxic and she was very possessive we had to talk 24/7 and she had to put my name in her bio dn @ status literally everything and asked me to do the same and if not she& #39;d get upset
she had my notifications on and the password to my account (to be fair i had hers too) and i was constantly watched everything I& #39;d say she& #39;d have thoughts about it and i felt suffocated
and when one day it got the best of me and i turned my phone off she& #39;d tell me how upset and worried it made her, how she failed her final bc of me how she lost weight "bc of me" yes those were her exact words, bc of me
and the pressure of her happiness that& #39;s linked to mine, as i said she literally failed a final bc i didn& #39;t talk, she already told me she hasn& #39;t been happy since a traumatizing thing that happened to her at a young age and i changed that and god did that destroy me
so i felt pressured and stayed in it, i pretended i was okay bc if i wasn& #39;t she wouldn& #39;t be either, but it got so bad i had to break free
i always knew these things really but only know am i getting uncomfortable with the age gap....it& #39;s just disgusting i was a minor she was an adult
very manipulative very toxic very controlling and jealous of everyone around me it was too much for a fucking child that was already going through shit
even during the breakup she gave me the worst time telling me shit making me feel guilty while telling someone else she was glad i ended it bc she had feelings for someone else, so why giving me a hard time if i made it easier for you?
the reason why she cut me out of her life is bc her pathetic excuse of a human being still was logged in in my account and saw dms between me and someone about the relationship lmao
also not to mention something else that happened bc it involves another person but yeah......i don& #39;t feel comfortable at all thinking about that person and relationship...absolutely garbage
she kept trash talking me to people she kept saying she has all the "shit" i used to say about people, when she& #39;s projecting really bc it was me who knew that she had no real friends and she would talk shit about everyone EVERYONE even her closest friends
and i never mentioned that to anyone or thought about using it but the fact that she did when she was older and more mature.....says a lot
my whole point of this thread is that this person is someone some of you still know and follow, and it makes me really uncomfortable
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