Hey moots. I have a massive question for you guys. So, before I ask it I just need to say that it’s always been my dream to study abroad. I’ve always wanted to but our family don’t have the finance for it. Even then I wouldn’t want their support because of stuff I can’t get into-

-and I basically have no idea on how to do so. I still have another 2 years till uni but I was just wondering, should I email a teacher at school. The only one I can think of being comfortable to email is the lady at our student services that I talk to when I’m-

-feeling down. But my school is shut down and so I’d have to email her. And I have NO idea what I’d put in the email and plus my parents don’t know that I want to study abroad and if I tell them then they’ll just mock me. They say I’m dumb. So what do I do? Do I give up on my-

-dream or do I ask for help but have a possible chance of failing and not making it and ruining my whole life? I’m so scared because I don’t want help from my parents and even then, they won’t help me get there. I hate writing emails as well, it’s just so unnatural for me...

Oh also, my parents will disown me when I’m older cause I wanna move out at 18 too but that’s “too much” for them. I mean jeez my brother is 18 and they’re still controlling him but I don’t want that.