I've noticed that I'm being weird. I'm always weird, but it's not the kind of weird I want to be. I've probably made someone uncomfortable with me and I apologize for doing that. I feel like taking a break from talking with people, but I know I'll just talk to people anyways.

I feel like I could let it slide. I could make myself not talk to certain people. I don't know why I chose to do what Ive done these past few days, but I regret doing them. I know this is kind of pointless because no one will see them, but I feel like posting it anyways for the

One person who decides to read this. I'm a fucking dumbass. I let feelings take control and I often do irrational stuff. I want to change from that, but I don't know how. This happened to the last person I knew and I think I did the right thing.

We were dating and she cheated multiple times, but the dumbass I am decided to still date her. I saw the decline in her loving me, and then one day, we broke up. That point I just given up dating people. It's not worth living someone then getting your heart shattered by the same

Person. (I meant to say loving not living) Then she tried to talk to me again. I didn't want to talk to her, so I just said hey and the last thing she said was, happy early birthday. I still think the same way, but recently I've done it again. I don't like how even when I don't

Want it to happen again, I still try. I want to try to test my luck, but I know either: A: it's a no, or B: the same outcome Will happen. I know it'd be a no because I'm an ugly motherfucker. I don't have social skills either. I don't feel like trying it. I don't know what to do

I'm just going to stop talking to a few people and hope everything I'm feeling will go away. I'll do a week from now, may thirty first is when I'll try to talk to the people again. If it continues, I'm fucked.

I know I have no chance so I shouldn't even try, but I take risk I guess. I don't want to take a risk like that at all. The best way to not get took over is to hide your feelings. If I never show them they won't know. But what if they figured out. I make everything obvious and

These tweets are super obvious in themself. I just suck at making my feelings and shit not obvious. I've tried and the best way to hide them is to not talk. I haven't talked in real life for so long. I don't remember what it feels like to talk to people. the only talking I've

Done is through discord and twitter. Other than those I haven't talked to anyone in real life. I haven't even talked at all if you exclude singing.

I'm just a very lonely cunt. All I do is school work, look through twitter, look through discord, and watch YouTube. I have one friend, who I don't think even is my friend at all. They called me their friend but then other things. They confuse me, but it's nice talking to them.

Well I can't talk to them anymore, they haven't responded to me, and they seem to not care. I don't expect them to talk to me, because who would. I don't know if they'll ever return or talk back. This thread feels like it's going to go into a loop. They probably won't see this so

I'm just going to keep talking in this thread. Their very nice to talk to, They are like someone who would let me vent to them about my problems. I haven't talked to them a lot. Just a few interactions, but they make me think their a good person. I don't know if they want to be

My friend, but they've called me their friend and other things. They confuse me too. I can't tell what their opinion on me is. They are also really pretty. I don't really care about looks that much, I'm more of a personality person, but oh my god they are pretty.