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i struggle with change a lot. i like things to be the same. iāve just taken a long bath and come to the decision that iām not quite ready for this big emotional change yet. yet. life is hard right now, especially as an autistic person who already struggles with the world (1/?)
around them. i find it hard to understand others and sometimes myself. i canāt always identify my feelings. i have gained so much confidence in these last couple of months, and i am proud of myself for that. however, i think i announced that iām something that iām not (2/?)
quite ready to decide on. i was too confident. over these past couple of months, iāve really come to terms with who i am as a person and i celebrate my differences. iāve given up on pretending to be someone who iām not and have started to be confident in my own, (3/?)
neurodiverse, unique brain. i know that iāve never fitted in with my peers. i wasnāt really interested in the stuff that most people were interested in. iāve been able to put a name to a lot of my differences which has actually been amazing for my mental health. (4/?)
thatās what i tried to do this time. since iām ānot like other girlsā i thought āoh wait, maybe iām just not a girl!ā iāve been feeling non-binary for about a year. since iāve been so open about everything else different about me these past few months i thought that it was (5/?)
time for me to be open to this and start changing things such as my clothing and pronouns. i thought that is was the last step to making me a happy person. it turns out that it hasnāt been. iām not saying that iām 100% not non-binary/ not female however iām saying (6/?)
that at this time, i just want to go back to identifying as a female again. iām not ready for the change. coming out to the internet made me feel so comfortable for about 5 minutes. then suddenly i got this feeling that iām wrong and iām not who i say i am. (7/?)
iāve never felt more female since i came out as non-binary. right now, i would like to return to she/her pronouns. this may change again though, when i feel that iām ready to come to a solid decision. i want to apologise. iām so sorry. i was impulsive. i was too confident (8/?)
that my decision was correct. i was happy that i found something that fits who i am and acted on it so fast without having proper time to experiment and process. i regret saying āi am non-binaryā so much. i wish i had said āi think iām non-binaryā. iām so sorry to everyone (9/?)
i might have offended. iām just confused. i hope i havenāt disrespected the LGBTQ+ community. iām so sorry if i have been insensitive and disrespectful. thank you to everyone that was here for me. thank you for all the advice you gave me. thank you for making me (10/?)
feel comfortable. thank you for telling me that you were proud of me. iām sorry that iām not the person that i thought i was. iām so embarrassed. however, i have got to say if i never made that post, i would have never realised how female i do actually feel. i just wish i (11/?)
had thought about it more and worded it in a more accurate way. i thought i finally found out who i was. and maybe i am non-binary? who knows. right now i would really appreciate if i could go back to she/her pronouns. to all you nbs out there, i love you, i support (12/?)
you and you are so brave and strong. iām so sorry if this offended you. iām so sorry if you actually got to the end of this thread but thank you to everyone who has been there for me these past confusing 24hrs. my pronouns might change again and if they do, iām sorry. but thank u
