its sad boi hours 


ive been obsessively following the8 these past few days and im honestly just so attracted to him its alaRMING-
honestly he's so attractive and obviously talented, plus he works hard and practices like there's no end too. his personality matches my humor so well and he's got his soft spots 


and his hard work and discipline in everything, including his lifestyle, health, career- the way he called me an ugly-ass fat bitch who can do nothing but eat and sleep and basically being a 饭桶 in 322 different languages


everything just made me wonder what ive been doing this whole time? how ive been slacking a lot in school, how i havent give enough efforts, basically how im such a lazy sloth 


the career im studying for/pursuing is really academic-based so not only have i known that im bAD in academics, im not working hard enough to make up for it :)) like bish, i rly wanna fite myself 


also im very reluctant in takING CARE OF MY HEALTH SKJFBSJFBSKJ when minghao said things like "stop eating" to his members (such a savage, thats why i love him
) i felt like a stab in the heart and in the bACK- ive been really not paying attention to what i eat lately too 



tbh i dont even know how tf im supposed to find a guy who can earn my love exceeding minghao 


yea so anyways, end of thread, i lowkey feel like shit everytime i scream at minghao for being such a perfect existence :))