its sad boi hours https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Pensive face" aria-label="Emoji: Pensive face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Pensive face" aria-label="Emoji: Pensive face">

ive been obsessively following the8 these past few days and im honestly just so attracted to him its alaRMING-

honestly he& #39;s so attractive and obviously talented, plus he works hard and practices like there& #39;s no end too. his personality matches my humor so well and he& #39;s got his soft spots https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">

and his hard work and discipline in everything, including his lifestyle, health, career- the way he called me an ugly-ass fat bitch who can do nothing but eat and sleep and basically being a 饭桶 in 322 different languageshttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙃" title="Upside-down face" aria-label="Emoji: Upside-down face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙃" title="Upside-down face" aria-label="Emoji: Upside-down face">

everything just made me wonder what ive been doing this whole time? how ive been slacking a lot in school, how i havent give enough efforts, basically how im such a lazy sloth https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">

the career im studying for/pursuing is really academic-based so not only have i known that im bAD in academics, im not working hard enough to make up for it :)) like bish, i rly wanna fite myself https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙃" title="Upside-down face" aria-label="Emoji: Upside-down face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙃" title="Upside-down face" aria-label="Emoji: Upside-down face">

also im very reluctant in takING CARE OF MY HEALTH SKJFBSJFBSKJ when minghao said things like "stop eating" to his members (such a savage, thats why i love himhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙃" title="Upside-down face" aria-label="Emoji: Upside-down face">) i felt like a stab in the heart and in the bACK- ive been really not paying attention to what i eat lately too https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">

tbh i dont even know how tf im supposed to find a guy who can earn my love exceeding minghao https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">

yea so anyways, end of thread, i lowkey feel like shit everytime i scream at minghao for being such a perfect existence :))