*realizes that Diavolo chose not to stay with Trish and Donatella because he never felt like he had a family before and didn't know how to manage his feelings because of his mental disorder. Donatella and Trish would've loved him anyway but he was so insecure about his past+

that he thought they would use it to hurt him.*
*Diavolo keeps calling Trish HIS daughter and in the church episode he keeps postponing her killing.. he has so many chances to kill her if he REALLY had no doubt in his heart. He carries her like a baby,+

never dragged her cross the floor like he hated her or anything like that.*
*brb while i cry*

across* sorry i cant write

yeah so conclusion: i wish Diavolo had the opportunity to get professional help and then try to be a good father

+We all know he really cared for Donatella since he never tried killing her. He could've went there as Doppio and kill them himself any time or send some of his thugs to do this job. Instead, he just distanced himself so he wouldn't get hurt. I'm sure he at some point+

in his lonely path that he chose as mafia boss (its lonely at the top, kids), he realized how alone he really is and that he misses her dearly. Though, not living in anonymity can't bring him peace. He's probably been struggling with these conflicting feelings since forever.

I just realised that maybe Diavolo was postponing Trish's killing because he couldn't stop looking at her because she looks so much like Donatella... Bro