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when you find a really important astrological article that literally gives you a breakthrough in understanding yourself 
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š„ŗ" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face"> the kind of learning we love to see
and in turn.. learning an incredible amount about those closest to you too. iām so glad i stumbled upon the study of astrology at 14 https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š„ŗ" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face"> it genuinely changed my life for the better, forever. i didnāt really dive deep until 21 when i got my birth time tho
on top of it, there are SO many branches that can be studied!!! literally endless information to learn, absorb, and apply to daily life. so thankful i have a good understanding of it, in addition to spirituality! they go hand in hand ~
i had a future vision this morning that someday iād be in my late 30s / early 40s giving astrological lectures to my students! i hope to someday turn this into a reality https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="āØ" title="Sparkles" aria-label="Emoji: Sparkles">
this study has helped me in more ways than i can even put into words - and all i can hope is that someday iām able to give back!!
although - one thing to be aware of is that you will be triggered. learning about yourself and others on such a deep level will bring things up within you that you may have long forgotten. touching on very sensitive points.
great example? if you really want to deep dive into where youāve been hurt the most in your life - your chiron. the sign itās in, as well as the house it falls in!!
in my sidereal chart: my chiron is in my 9th house, in virgo. so i looked into āchiron in the 9th houseā as well as āchiron in virgoā to learn about how iāve been wounded to a deep level in this lifetime!
if a focus of yours is to heal, looking into chiron is a great one!!
if a focus of yours is to heal, looking into chiron is a great one!!
iāll continue to use my own chart for example.. chiron in virgo relates to being wounded when it comes to body image. when i was in high school i felt i was so āugly / fat / unloveableā that i didnāt deserve to live. because i didnāt have a āperfectā or desirable body
people bullied me when it came to my appearance, on top of it. people called me fat. they called me ugly. they targeted specific points about my body that i would have to get surgery to alter. things out of my control.
so on top of already feeling worthless about myself, others agreed with this too. it really almost pushed me over the edge. i almost took my life at 17. iām grateful i didnāt. iām grateful iām still here to tell the tale
chiron falls in my 9th house too. so i was also bullied for being different. i didnāt know i was a medium until srsly last year.. so people would attack me for knowing things that i had āno proofā of knowing. iāve always lived my life intuitively
iāve been attacked countless times for my beliefs. iāve gone through so many life, death, and rebirth processes when it comes to knowledge, religion, my higher self.. (9th house things)
but the beautiful thing about chiron? once we are aware of how weāve been hurt.. we can then take that hurt to help others heal too.
so a lot of my soul mission in this lifetime (especially with my chiron being so close in degree to my MC) is to help others learn, to understand their pain. to become friends with it. not to alienate it and chastise it
so whenever i speak on past pain iāve had, itās so that others understand that they are not alone with their pain. (as a spider descends next to me - a symbolism that my ancestors and spirit guides are with me.. heās watching me https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">. hi lil guy, i see you)
and by helping others understand themselves on a deeper level, i am taking steps that are taking me further into my mission work in this lifetime!!!
my sidereal ruling planet, my mars in virgo, is in my 10th house of public image. so i am often motivated to share these insights with you all, because itās what iām meant to do!!! in hopes that these threads will find the right souls when they need to read it ~
so wait!!! hereās the happy ending to my chiron story - iāve learned to love myself and my body, fully. unconditionally. i donāt let those mean comments that others have said to me carry any weight anymore. i KNOW iām beautiful from the inside out
literally as iām sitting out back smoking a bowl and typing this thread, two blue jays land on my fence!!! (symbolism below in the next tweet)
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