I need to say sorry...

CW: Self hatred, bullying, cyberbullying, suicide mentions

I love everyone here, I truly do...but sometimes, I can’t hold back my negative thoughts about them. I have to basically pause and take a breath before I say anything (possibly) offensive, and even if I do, I cower in fear, hoping I don’t hurt anyone’s feelings.

But there was a time where I didn’t hold back. Not on anyone else, but my own self. I would post messages under another account, telling myself I should give up, leave the internet, and die. Not only did I make this mistake once, but twice. I was 13 years old, and suicidal at-

-the time. I didn’t know that cyberbullying to suicide was a crime. If I had did that to anyone else, I would have felt worse...it’s still my own stupid fault for doing this in the first place.

This thread wasn’t long, but thank you for reading, if I lose friends, I understand.