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KAT-TUN seriously helps me so much everyday. (All my idols help me, but these days the ones saving me the most are KT, I'm watching their cons nonstop xD)
You know, these days I've been missing some of my friends so much, since I can't meet them. Hm even tho I'm here with my >
You know, these days I've been missing some of my friends so much, since I can't meet them. Hm even tho I'm here with my >
Family and they're the most important people, and also my friends ofc, I still miss talking to other friends too, that's obvious. But by talking I mean, besides meeting in person, I miss actually speaking. On phone calls, video calls, whatever. Because most of the friends that >
I really wanna talk to, can never make a call or anything. I'm usually the one asking if we can talk - and they rarely can. And it's even more rare for them to ask me when I can talk. I wait but no one invite me first.
So, there are moments of the day when I stop to think abt
So, there are moments of the day when I stop to think abt
These friends, I start feeling bad, for real. Bc I know I can't meet them anytime soon. And the very easy, simple thing we could do, that makes me so happy, which is a damn phone call, it's SO HARD to be done...
Even voice messages. Bc a few of my friends like receiving >
Even voice messages. Bc a few of my friends like receiving >
Voice messages and accept that I send thousands of them. But these few friends are the ones who are too damn busy, so even tho they listen and they reply everything, it takes AGES. So, the ones who reply more frequently, are exactly the ones who dislike voice messages >
Especially mine bc I talk a lot lol) or dislike huge texts -mine are huge. so I feel like...I have to control myself, which is annoying. I wanna talk. And I'm tired of sending normal texts. I wish I could at least send voice messages without having to worry about them complaining
But they always complain. If I can't call them, they could at least accept my voice messages without saying shit... I know some people dislike voice messages, phone calls etc, that's ok and I respect. But during quarantine, these are the only ways we can "meet" and talk... So
It reeeally makes me sad that I can't simply call them or message them the way I want bc they gonna complain... I'm doing my best to do things the way they want, even if it hurts me... They could at least try fo make it my way once in a while :')
So the reason why I talked abt KAT-TUN in the first tweet of this thread, was bc when I feel down abt this matter of my friends, missing them and wanting to talk to them but they are never there, I can go watch cons (or any other video with my idols but mostly KAT-TUN's) and
My mood changes 100%. I feel so happy. And I feel like they are my friends keeping me company xD I wish I was with other hyphens here to comment tho :')
And that's another reason why I love having idols. I can go through any moment bc of them! They're my friends I can
And that's another reason why I love having idols. I can go through any moment bc of them! They're my friends I can
