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hi it's 5 am n i can't sleep and im recounting the first person i dated in 7th grade before i realized i was gay
he had our sort of mutual friend ask me out for him and i said idk, then i figured i should say yes bc i hadn't had a boyfriend before
mind u i literally did not even think this boy was interesting in tht way or anything he occupied 0 space in my mind (sorry if u have somehow found this thread michael u were a very funny young lad and a cool friend)
so i routed my answer thru our friend then i realized i really had no interest at all or intent on being a gf in any capacity so i told her i changed my mind
and she told me i HAD to give him a chance and had to be his girlfriend so i couldn't change my mind or id break his heart and i was v upset but i guess i had a boyfriend then no doubts about it
in retrospect tht friend was kind of terrible but that's 7th graders for u
anyways i literally never even made physical contact with the boy i tried to stall when he asked in our state's history class if i had an answer and i refused to tell him until our friend got there. our friend was not amused
he was literally taken away to in school suspension as our friend told him and he was like "YOU SAID YES!?!" as the iss teacher escorted him away and that felt like some real movie shit
and i literally saw him only once while we were. dating??? and i was walking to my dad's car and he said some random bullshit to me and i ran away p much
i didnt know what a gf was supposed to do after that so i just kind of obsessed over him and drew us together bc that's what the artists on deviantart did and tht was my only frame of reference at all
he then started dating my friend the week i got the swine flu and my sister (also very gay it's hereditary) tried to beat him up
also his ex girlfriend tried to jump me in the bathroom once im pretty sure but never got me there bc my sister told me to go to class so i did because she was my only guide to social cues so if my sister says go to class i probably don't want whatever is in the bathroom
anyways we never actually verbally broke up and he started dating his ex again and that was fine i kept bugging the shit out of him after that tho bc i was like um. i think i have to like u now and idk what thts supposed to look like
if we never verbally broke up are we like still together i have a girlfriend now i don't need that in my life what if his ex tries to jump me in a bathroom again
