man i'm,,,,, i feel so called out,,,,, https://twitter.com/mirai_4_5_/status/1264313501641834503
i uh don't give that much reaction onto something, my parents actually called me out on this one bc whenever they gave me something that will surely make me happy, my response is always "ah, okay." one, and they'll be like, "couldn't u be more happy abt ur response tho" ksksks
i remember smth when i was in elem, my teacher told me that i was too quiet and i should be more open. i understand the quiet part, but the "be more open" part kinda confuses me before.
i repressed my emotions until shs (bruh i hate it), repressing & laughing is like my only vocabulary in my emotions before lol, but 2017 hits me home until i managed to burst out from that one night in 2018 lol imagine if i didn't,,, idk maybe i might've start pushing people away
tho now i think i'm expressing them alright to the point i've become super dramatic reacting about things, um yes even the little things lmao 


yo wait i think learned smth while typing this thread out HAHAHAHA (tho i'm still confused abt it) so my enneagram strongly came out as 5w6 here when repressing emotions and and now ??? bit by bit it's becoming a 9w8 hahshshs
i did mention that i lean onto 6w5 and/or 5w6 ok but nOW I,,, ended up visibly confused rofl
but for now, i'd go for 9w8 lmao ok this is the end of my ramble

