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First things first, please understand this comes from a place of pain, not hate or anger. Tonight I had to end stream early due to an issue that is really no else but my own. It& #39;s an ongoing issue that I dont know if I& #39;ll ever be able to move past. (1/7)
But I& #39;m tired of dodging my way around it when it causes my wife and I so much heartache. So this thread is to help me get it off my chest and maybe help some one else who may also be feeling the same way. So to start I want to congratulate all the newly expecting parents (2/7)
You can count yourself lucky... Lucky that you will be able to experience one of the greatest Joy& #39;s a person can know. I do not resent you for this, and I wish you the very best for you and your family. But as for my wife and I we have not been so blessed. (3/7)
Instead we hurt because we have been give the pain of loss that still tears at our hearts every day. Almost every week it seems we cant make it through with out some one asking about when we are going to have a child, or make the announcement that they are pregnant. (4/7)
And by all means congratulations that is amazing news for you. But I can not stand to grit my teeth in a grin for you wile it rips a hole in my chest any longer. From now on I am making an official rule in my chat that I don& #39;t want to hear about anyone becoming pregnant. (5/7)
If your new you& #39;ll get a warning. But after that it will be an out right ban from my twitch chat. I am NOT saying this because I hate anyone who is lucky enough to receive this bessing in there life. I just can no longer side step the out right pain it causes my wife and I. (6/7)
