Many of you know me in real life and many are real friends even though we& #39;ve not met. You know a bit about me. I& #39;ve lost a daughter and a husband. I& #39;ve had a few mental breakdowns. But I& #39;m telling you, this Monty grief is as real as anything. Lockdown doesn& #39;t help.

I know it& #39;s pathetic but I just want a hug from my mum while I still have her. It& #39;s doing my fucking head in.