What truly bothers me about so many people saying "reach out to someone" and "you're loved" yeah great and all but have you thought that for a few of us even that doesn't fuckin matter? I don't care if I'm loved, this shit goes MUCH deeper than feeling "loved" by someone else.
Call me heartless, call me selfish, call me whatever but god fuckin forbid me to depend on someone else's love but my own to keep going, fuck that noise.
It certainly feels good, but then what?
What's next? Live happily ever after? Are we magically cured? Please.
It certainly feels good, but then what?
What's next? Live happily ever after? Are we magically cured? Please.
So much hypocrisy and I've been guilty of that too, but enough. You reach out to someone, great, now anxiety kicks in because you don't know if you're being a burden, if it's too much or if you're oversharing.
This whole thing disgusts me to no end.
This whole thing disgusts me to no end.
Guessing that Hana felt the entire world was against her, which wasn't true, and even her friends reaching out did not stop her.
People say she had everything, the it factor and just so you can see even having what you perceive as "everything" means absolutely nothing.
People say she had everything, the it factor and just so you can see even having what you perceive as "everything" means absolutely nothing.
I've been there, pretty much my entire life I've had this feeling too and once the "woe is me" moment goes away I just try to analyze it.
Empathy is absolutely everything but it's still not enough. I just don't know if I'll ever be comfortable being truly "loved" by anyone else.
Empathy is absolutely everything but it's still not enough. I just don't know if I'll ever be comfortable being truly "loved" by anyone else.
Words hurt, hate hurts, if you ever say you "need" haters go kindly fuck yourself and think about the plain stupidity you just said.
We need more love, more empathy, more random "hey I think you're pretty cool" messages and once this shit is all over-- hugs, we need more hugs.
We need more love, more empathy, more random "hey I think you're pretty cool" messages and once this shit is all over-- hugs, we need more hugs.
I appreciate love, I just don't take it to heart.
I don't think I've ever used the word love right simply because I don't think I've ever truly loved anything; as edgy as it sounds but hey it's true.
I can best describe love as: Love is bullshit, but at the same time it isn't.
I don't think I've ever used the word love right simply because I don't think I've ever truly loved anything; as edgy as it sounds but hey it's true.
I can best describe love as: Love is bullshit, but at the same time it isn't.
I think it's worth to pin this thread.
All the wrestlers are 110% reading everything about them; some even refresh our profiles every day to see what we've been posting so be kind, please.
Trust me I know-- I see and appreciate you even though you fuckin suck at communicating.
All the wrestlers are 110% reading everything about them; some even refresh our profiles every day to see what we've been posting so be kind, please.
Trust me I know-- I see and appreciate you even though you fuckin suck at communicating.