I& #39;m so proud of all of my friends for finally graduating but it fucking kills me knowing I wasnt there with them

Ultimately I made that decision but not a day goes by where I don& #39;t regret it.

I sorta feel like an asshole because I know this year especially sucked mad ass for them, but I can& #39;t help but be jealous of the strength they had to get through it knowing I failed to do the same

Idk I& #39;m probably gonna delete this thread later i dont post shit like this