thinking about the fact that no matter what i do i will never be attractive and never be THAT pretty girl even if i lose weight or something i would still not be pretty at fucking all

like just knowing that even if i did become rly outgoing or whatever guys still wouldn’t consider me the way they consider other girls. like it doesn’t matter how funny or intelligent i am i just will never be good enough.

like all i want is some sort of male validation. ik it’s fucked and it shouldn’t matter but seeing all of ur friends and all these girls have guys snapping them and getting into relationships it just rly hurts

like literally one time i was on snap and this guy started snapping me and as soon as he saw my face he unadded me. yes i find it funny but that HURTS. to know i’m so fucking ugly that a guy instead of just leaving me on open BLOCKED ME

i just wanna be a pretty girl in one of those teen movies, i’m not asking for much here