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i sat through my first hololive stream live today, and it was a really fun experience, i saw towa's tweet a few minutes after she posted it, sat in the waiting room, and had the full stream playing. usually i say i only watch streams for a few minutes, maybe i'll do this again
throughout the stream i was messaging a server of my non-weeb friends and checking a server i'm in where people were actively talking about the stream, and i have to say it's kinda weird because i never feel like the atmosphere is the same in a server for hololive fans
i find it's hard to get comfortable or even fit myself into a conversation, so i spent most of the time just reading what other people had to say. the chat in the stream felt a lot different from this server, and it feels like the people i saw were more... serious? it was weird
i think i'm more satisfied just being either the only person or one of the only few people who are into this kind of thing in the same server, because it felt hard to fit in with people who liked the same thing as me, for once.
it makes me curious to see what happens with hololive EN, and i guess in a more extreme way, makes me want to sit back and see how i feel about things before i'd think about jumping onto that train. i don't take this obsession too "seriously" but i'm on the outside looking in...
i kinda went two different ways with this thread, but i wanna say that i really really enjoyed sitting back and watching the stream regardless of how i feel, and that my opinion on these people or that community isn't bad at all. i just don't think it's my kind of thing.
