2020 is 2017-2 for me.

My health going down the drain and really questioning what to do with myself, i really hope this stuff ends soon cause... i just want to start my life after so many years of waiting for it to...

*Sigh* the UK is horrible for trans people....

Like, horrible waiting lists that can span to 4 years, me atm have been seeing them for 3 years and still no results and now with how the world is right now all of this stuff has been paused right when i was finally about to get the medication.

Its so bad...

They wonder people do those things to themselves while the waiting list and the amount of time it takes to just get medication is just making it worse for them.

Waiting that damn long is insane...

I don't mean to make this sound like a contest or anything, just talking about how bad it is for them to think its ok for the amount of time it takes to be like that over here.

Its just so disheartening and i have no idea how i'm even still here since, i've been waiting so long and still with no results...

Imagine being a person with really bad dysphoria & having very bad health issues, then being told you'd have to wait at least 4-7 years just to get medical treatment.

Its just so baffling...

I'll leave this thread here since i don't want to fill up timelines with this stuff.

I'm just so upset and frustrated with this whole thing and them now, i just want treatment...