I used to get bullied so badly in school I was the only “poc” in my whole school in primary so there was racial bullying, bullied for my looks, physically hit, when my nan died they bullied me for that too even had a knife to my throat in secondary school

... those same bullies are up in my DM’s now talking about “you’re doing so well babe” “babe you’re so beautiful” following me on every social platform acting like my biggest supporters /day 1’s, talking about “yeah she’s from here I went to school with her”...

...”hey hun do you mind sharing this” “hey could you help me...”. It’s highly amusing but also makes me realise just how strong a person I really am. Baby SJ would be so proud of the woman I’m becoming and the woman I am today.

honestly this isn’t a thread looking for sympathy and you don’t have to be “sorry” for me and my past. That shit helped build me. I’m just looking back at where/who I was versus where/who I am today. I’m really THAT BITCH