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just to let y’all know what’s happening: I relapsed. it fking sucks, I feel like the biggest failure & i’m at the lowest point I’ve been since I started suboxone. I let almost everyone in my life down but I let myself down most importantly. I feel like shit n need some time away
Ive always been honest with y’all & I needed to say this to get it off my chest. it wasn’t a big amount I did it was just one pill but that still counts as a relapse. I feel awful ab it, I kno if I wasn’t quarantined the past 3 months I wouldn’t have relapsed. I’ll get thru this
It just sucks to have to start back at square one, after almost 5 months of sobriety :/ this quarantine is fucking hard and maybe if I just went outside and went to get mcdonald’s when I got the impulse to use it wouldn’t have happened, but it did
but now it’s back to seeing my addiction doctor every week, peeing in a cup every week, and intensive therapy every single day for a week. i’m begging anyone out there if they’re using any illicit drug to stop now while you still can. you don’t want this to be your life
