Small update about the bf:
- So he made me delete the Facebook posts asking for doors/cat doors cause people he knew messaged him + the comments told me to leave/dump him
- his mom bashed me in the comments of the post when I deleted it for him
- his mom tried to call me

Pt1
I honestly don& #39;t want to associate with her if she keeps favoring her son... She keeps gaslighting me saying I& #39;m the one who can& #39;t hold a job and other things (I can it& #39;s just my anxiety makes it hard and I recently have toe/back issues now)

Pt2
She went off on me that basil should be outdoors (not going to happen we live in a city now with bad drivers) and trying to dictate how I care for him.

She also is transphobic now to me which makes me even more uncomfortable...

Then when I told Jay on how she bashed me..
... and how it hurts more he said "it& #39;s well deserved" he also got done from hot boxing yesterday night so maybe he was just high?? Idk

I& #39;m trying to avoid the mom cause she can be really scary. We ain& #39;t talking about your average mom. Like she& #39;s punk and shit Soo... Yeah.. pt4
She has gone off to me saying I& #39;m this bad person and "manipulative" which is a triggering thing to call me cause I& #39;m not. I really am not. She says my mental health is a bad excuse, didn& #39;t even care that much when I did try to OD in December, mostly cradled her son

Part idk,,
Like I have felt really fucking close my breaking point to just not wanting to exist anymore sometimes... He was perfect in the beginning and now gets mad now if I want to spend time with him or go out and do stuff..
I feel like a bother and a waste of space. I& #39;m so sorry guys
Also I wish I could respond to everyone of you but I just feel stupid, weak and ashamed of not leaving him sooner....

I love you all so much to those who have brought words of encouragement to me and I& #39;m just awkward to kindness cause I& #39;ve never had this much before
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