Since time immemorial i had anxiety. Fir counselling se anxiety went away.
But now I realise it just a rebirth but a lot stupid.
Did all that mist in my head helped me? Was that mist only making my mind so wandering that i could focus on so many things collectively

And now i cannot do anything with focus. My imagining power, reading, studying, memory has all gone.
Dimaag saaf hua to pura hi hogya bhaiisaab

Aisa sab sach hai ya is this me not putting effort now, since my mind is like blank aa behen likh kuch whatever you want pr kya likhhun? Who will tell me. Akkhi life brain only writing brain, abhi 0 se kaise shuru krtey hainnnnn ugghh this little dibba over this body is too much

Okay. Abhi i will sleep. 7 o clock morning. Brought that from 8 to 7.30 good good. Haan fir 2 ghanta sab saaf safaai, fir by 10 you should be at your desk i don& #39;t care about chacha ka tv aur bhai ki neend ya behen ka paper. Aag lagey lag jaave

Stick to the plan. Constitution only. Aur Si4f pdhna nahin HAI YAAD BHI KRNA HAI AALAS NA KARI KATAYI BHI.
Ek to yeh koi akele time nahin deta, diary kaise likhi jaaye. Udhr hi sab saaf hojaata

Okay okay. Talking rubbish again. Han to by 10 be the goal. No if and but only subjuct. AND DO NOT SLEEP. BEYOND 7 HRS THERE IS NO CPACITY LEFT TO SLEEP WHY DO YOU EVEN TRY I DONT UNDERSTAND STUPID useless

Copy nahin milri koi baat nahin. Aisa kuch khajaana nahin rkkha tha usme. Mr nahin jaayrgi agaar ek cheez mismanage hojayegi vo bhi unimportant to. Next revision main dekh lena. Dont use this s an excuse pr copy https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">

3 shifts main kaam kal. Lets update this thread at night. On the blocker and do not turn it off. You dont have friends to do chats dont stare at this wirebox.

Lets try to make this non anxious thing work. You have achieved it AFTER DECADES. PLEEASE CONSIDER THE CHILD IN YOU WHO CRIED EVERYDAY TO CLEAR THESE THOUGHTS BUT COULDN& #39;T. lets make it work. Lets see what can we write on this blank slate. Lets write. Accha bss kr ab. Ok bye