I don’t think I can answer this that really just isn’t my regular-ish playgroup.

I’ve gotten to play with a lot of really cool people over the past few years, but it’s impossible to choose an ideal table that has me at it. https://twitter.com/jasonealt/status/1264064405655994379">https://twitter.com/jasonealt...

Because I just don’t think I can hang with most folks outside of people I’ve known for a while.

There are still times I think about the one time I got to play with Josh Lee Kwai and spent the game doing literally next to nothing because I couldn’t get my stupid deck to work.

There are good pockets of moments from out in the greater world of GP/MFs, but nothing quite the same as a home game with friends.

Sure, I still feel like I’ve got things to prove, but failing miserably doesn’t haunt me as much then.

I think my brain misses playing with others so much that it is dreaming about it now. Like craving external feedback from ridiculous sources.

Part of me wonders if my psyche in that dream state could have fixed my deck. But I’ll never know because I got woken up.

This thread kind of just makes me sad and want to take my decks apart.

What’s the point anymore?