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Late night thoughts but I feel that as I reached a certain age, I become more disassociated with fandom, e.g. I no longer have the energy to chase and fight on charts, or get involved in petty squabbles anymore, I just want to enjoy the happiness and joy I get from loving smth/sb
Talk to those moots about happy things, purely enjoying the content, or sharing the content/information with other fans, that& #39;s it. Maybe it& #39;s a selfish thought (?) but I& #39;m getting more tired of dramas all the time, nothing is ever the end, there& #39;s a base for discussion alright
No celebrity ever knows you specifically as a fan, and they definitely do not belong to you solely. Love them passionately, but also live and love your own life equally passionately as well, don& #39;t live for others alright?
Loving VIXX was my kpop phrase, and I think I& #39;m already past the stage of ever being that into any other kpop group anymore (ofc I still love them), and now that I& #39;m into actors, its definitely a diff experiences than idols for sure, and I think I& #39;m alright with my current status
But I definitely do feel that maybe (?) after actors, from now on I might probably never be that into any fandom anymore, I might just be drifting across dramas and shows once in a while, but I& #39;ll probably be chasing for more vivid life experiences and self-improvement eventually
There are so many things I want to experience: musicals, travelling, new skills, new hobbies and trying to become a better person tomorrow than the me today, and I don& #39;t regret chasing after idols during my youth bc that shaped who I am today, and are all precious memories
