๐ฌ๐๐๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง ๐๐ช๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ก๐๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ: ๐ ๐๐๐ฏ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐๐๐ (๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐)
what sucks the most is how unexpected the turn of events were. the jiang siblings had so little time with their parents before parting, not a proper goodbye, and not knowing if they will survive the fight. madame yu and fengmian did what they had to do to protect the children :(
the horrified look on their faces hurt me so much. SEEING YOUR DEAD PARENTS WITH YOUR OWN EYES? it will break me. AND YOUR HOME BEING MADE INTO ANOTHER CLAN'S SUPERVISORY OFFICE? the anger and disrespect that i feel will be immeasurable.
not shijie crying
to be left alone, constantly worrying and overthinking about her siblings and her parents, turning out to be the worse that could happen came true :(

wei wuxian may have ticked off wen chao, but the wen clan's motive is to eradicate all clans. wwx blaming himself and shijie crying just gets me :(
this reminded me of yanli's name meaning 'to dislike separation'. her biggest fear is probably being alone in the world. she's too pure and loves her siblings so much
she always sees the good in others but she jus had to die no


yanli has been there always for his little brothers :( flashback when they were kids, she looked for wwx, made jc to say sorry and made them lotus rib soup
i hate that after this wwx went missing for 3 months


*yi nan ping playing* yanli is teen wwx's favorite person in the world
this reunion had me in tears 

"shijie."
"xian-xian."



"shijie."
"xian-xian."
the devastating part of this was when they showed the pouch given by wwx. he promised wen qing that it will protect her brother from harm yet this is what happened 
p.s. he prolly meant spiritual beings, not actual ppl but still

p.s. he prolly meant spiritual beings, not actual ppl but still

the look on wwx's face broke me
he was so shocked at what happened and blamed himself afterwards, knowing he broke shijie's heart + he's going to be blamed by other clans. literally fucked everything up.

what's hard to accept about this is that these people may be part of the wen clan, but they never even harmed anybody. jin guangshan may say that they didnt even try to stand up for the other clans but then again, what power do they have?! jus my opinion feel free to quote <3
wwx broke free of the effects (it hurted) and finding out the family he considered gone
and originally wen qing said only she and her brother are going. but i think wwx expected they were all turning themselves


again with the wwx blame, but look at shijie. how she gazes at a-xian with every comfort and love. even though her husband died bc of wen ning (who was /controlled/ by him) did she blame him? no. she even wanted to talk to him

this jus did it. straight to the heart! yanli = dead. the only person who never doubted and believed in him, the person who LOVES and CARES for him NO MATTER WHAT. she never got angry with her brothers even tho they bicker and fight a lot

death scene in HD. we all cried here no explanation. just wanna say lwj had his eyes on wwx during the battle, the only one who wanted to save him (since shijie died)