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To whoever it may concern.
I would firstly like to say that I& #39;m so very sorry for my unexplained and sudden exit and absence thereof. And below I& #39;ll try to explain the reasons which led to it.
When I failed my 12th I did not realise it would have such a lasting affect on me. More or less , it has been a blow which has shaped me as a person and transformed me into the individual I am today.
When I decided to put & #39;12th fail& #39; in my bio I had a lot of reasons in my mind. The first was rather simple.
If a person were to be a bit too judgmental he or she would instantly distance themselves from me. Which was a desired consequence as I do not like people who judge others based on their academic performance.
The second , I wanted people here to know me and know what went into my making. I could have concealed it. But I chose not to. Because it was & #39;the blow that made me& #39; and I wanted everyone to know what I& #39;m made of.
The third reason was a far fetched dream I would say. I& #39;ve always believed that acceptance was the first step towards excellence. And to become a better individual you must accept your failures. All of them. What you are you must accept. It is only when you accept ,that you grow.
Now if I& #39;m strong and reasonable enough to handle mockery or criticism towards this tremendous failure , why is it that I left.
Firstly , the killing of the 14 year old mentally unstable boy got to me. Because I couldn& #39;t do anything about it. I was shattered like many other people. And please excuse me for saying this but
My role is to distract people from the ugly reality and that& #39;s what I& #39;m trying to do. But please don& #39;t think I& #39;m ignorant and insensitive towards the reality.
When that guy mocked my failure it caught me unawares. I was already disturbed and when I read his reply it got to me. I got reminded of everything. Every single thing that led to my failure and every single thing that happened after. A whirlpool of distressing memories.
Even then I did not decide to quit. But then I thought as to how many people here have felt the same. How many people have faced the toxicity and felt miserable. I guess the number that came up in my mind was very huge because I decided to umbrella all the support that I could.
Because I wanted people to band together and in one voice call out the toxic behaviour. Not just directed towards me, but towards anybody. I wanted to make an example out of it.
And my family did not disappoint. The tweet got overwhelming support for which I& #39;ll forever be in debt. It sent out a clear message, I hope, that this kind of behavior won& #39;t be tolerated.
I& #39;m a Kashmiri before anything else and I believe we Kashmiris are one big family and we& #39;re all we have. If we don& #39;t support and look after each other who will?
I& #39;m an atheist. So naturally we will disagree on a lot of stuff. But we& #39;re held together by a bond stronger than blood. That& #39;s the debt of the land you and I walk upon. And its the same for you as me. Perhaps more for me because I& #39;ve not done anything substantial for it yet.
Lastly, please pardon me as I will not tag and express my gratitude to people who helped me out as I do not want to bother them anymore than I already have. I have already took enough of their valuable time and attention and I do not want to be a source of nuisance.
In conclusion, I would like to say think thrice before you talk because you never know what damage your words might inflict on the other person.
Thank you for your time and attention as always. Peace 
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