hello i have something to tell :"(

feel free to lend sone time to read this thread.

my anxiety to post selfies and to interact socially got really worsen (not trying to be over acting lol)

this past few weeks, my face got really worse to the point where i, myself don't find it pleasing

it was started from a simple rashes besides on my left eye at first i taught it was just a bug bite or a simple patch that soon will fade away :<

but it got worsen to the point where it was all over on to my face, my face was red and full of blotch especially to the both cheeks,, it was itchy and its sting that makes me hard to fall asleep at night

i tried searching what it was and for the hope of proper medication but the closest thing i could found was face eczema due to symptoms it implies which more likely to the symptoms im experiencing right now :(

disclaimer: face eczema was the closest i could found but it doesn't mean that it was the cause of what happened on my face and we still planning to go to derma for consultation incase if still doesn't do any improvements

luckily thru the help of some of my friends who recommend cleanser, soap and vitamins that helps to reduce the redness of my face, im really thankful for the help >∆< but i can't fully say that it was all cured because i can still feel some sting and itch on some part of my skin

this drives me to lose my confidence to interact socially especially to my aunties and cousins who keep asking what happened to me and my face and who keep insisting me to use and put unreliable products to my face

i wish to get better soon,, because i wanna see my friends without being awkward to face them lol

IM STILL HOPING TO GET BETTER SOON AND STILL BEING OPTIMISTIC :>

wish me a goodluck ~

LMAOOO THANK YOU FOR THE EFFORT TO READ THIS THREAD UP TO THIS,, I JUST REALLY WANT TO SHARE THIS KIND OF EXPERIENCE TO MY SOCIAL MEDIA FRIENDS AND BASICALLY TO MAKE SOMETHING I COULD REMINISCE AFTER I OVERCOME THIS SHIT. I HOPE I COULD BE BETTER SOON.

im so sorry if u could find some grammatical errors,, im not confident to my way of writing but im open for correcting it all.