Trigger warning : rape

My rapist uncle is currently in the living room. Chilling and talking with my mom. Yes she knows. Yes I told her multiple times that I’m unhappy about him coming to visit us. But ke it’s family so

Yoh I went to fetch a bottle of water and when I say blood drained off my body when I saw him. Yoh I’m so triggered

It feels like I’m overreacting but I know I’m not. Why must I be cool with this guy?

Update: She just came in to ask if I’m fine. Lmao my mom never does this so deep down she knows she fucked up. I almost punched her in the face but chose to not answer her question.

I conjured up the strength to confront her about it. Things are currently tense in the house but hhayi I’m tired of throwing my feelings under the bus for the sake of keeping peace.

Things are mad tense actually but eyy sizothini. Anyway keep in your prayers please. I might end up needing a place to stay.

He is still here

Kumnandi guys. They are even exchanging jokes

That’s it. That’s my que to take a nap.