i think i have a lot to say.
so i'll just let it all out here.

— thread

i actually cried bcs i cant bring myself to watch the video, everyone was saying that he obv looked uncomfortable and i just didnt want to see that. but i did it. i watched it to make every word im saying rn valid.

that was something worse than uncomfortable. it was so obvious but you were too blinded by your delusions.

we're fans. we're JUST fans. he might call us his friends but in reality, there is still that thin line that we should never cross.

we finally unlocked that great achievement of having him open up to us. he's literally doing everything just to make us happy. and you just had to ruin that progress.

this incident will just make him think that maybe he was getting a little too close to us lately, and it's all bcs of you who chose to spend that precious 2mins just to satisfy your delusions instead of showering him with all the love and support that he deserves.

i wont be surprised if we wont be getting those late night lives anymore. it's sad, but i can endure that much if thatll make him feel comfortable and secured again.

it drives me mad. rn i feel so sorry that this thread contains so much negativity. but i just had to get it out here bcs some people just dont learn from others' mistakes.

im sorry to my moots that they had to witness this side of me. but this is all because i meant it when i said that i'll do anything just to keep seeing that beautiful smile of his.

this will be the last of this thread, and i hope the last for this issue too. again, we are fans and fans give love, support, and most importantly, respect to their idols. that's our role. that's what we really signed up for.

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