sometimes i think of falling in love, of looking forward to each day because i have someone who truly loves me, but it's the little things i always think about, the playful teasing, cooking breakfast together, someone wearing your shirt with their hair all messy in the morning.

falling asleep with a smile and someone in your arms, the way they cuddle closer sleepily in the middle of the night, going on dates and discovering new things together.

but i have commitment issues, i do not want a relationship again. it's just holding someone and being held — that's what i want.